I'm SUNNAYYY
16, loving it (OR AM I? ~what's with all this responsibility??!?! sheeshhh
Disclaimer
Welcome to http://smile-share-sigh-see-shine-sunny.blogspot.com/
No spamming preasee!
Leave a tag before you leave,, but no anonimity!
& Please do not copy MY style (actually that statement came with the blog ;D) ♥
Hate me? Click here.
MOOOOOOSIC!!!
here is the music:)
singalong kiddykinsss,,you know you want to!!!!
for a second there i truly intended to vent. then someone told me to start talking. so i did. a little. but its a start right? let it go bit by bit. stop the deception. smiling.... its too easy. but its meaningless. be genuine. You think your life is so tough? take the time and energy to listen to someone else's life. chances are, you are one lucky son of a bitch. truly... put yourself in someone elses shoes for a change.... it may do you some good.
i want a personality make over. an attitude adjustment. for the better. appreciate. honesty. genuine. me.
ultimate means: - furthest or highest in degree or order - the finest or most superior quality of its kind - being the last or concluding element of a series
which is why this year is our ULTIMATE year. This year we are at the TOP of the foodchain. This year, is our last year of secondary education. And ultimately, (bahaha pun intended), we shall make this year, the best year of all. Year 12 SHALL be; ULTIMATE.
moving on. lol. this is what comes to mind when i think of this year. AT SCHOOL:
AND AT HOME:
bahhaha, such perfect depictions, are they not?
WELL MY LOVES. it is time SLEEP!! GOOD LUCK!! and LETS ACE THIS YEAR!!!
2 words for you guys. Not eloquent by any means. They are the only words I can think of. This was supposed to be harmless. A means to an end. An unspoken peace treaty. Thankyou for ruining all those chances. Thankyou for creating such palpable awkwardness that brought red to my cheeks, wetness to my eyes, a frown to my face and a magnet pulling my gaze towards the floor.
You know how things sound better in your memory rather than reality? Yeah... My epiphany may be sssliiiighhhttllyy disappointing :P Soooooo Today while helping dad out at the resto/bakery, there were a lot of surfer dudes passing through (since its not tooo far frm a few beaches..) Anyway, some were good looking, but I realised I've never really been attracted to them.. See, all my childhood, I've been around surfers. And although I may be stereotyping here, generally surfers either don't really care about much (aka overly carefree) ooorrr they are EXTREMELY obnoxious. Pfft. Way to leave a bad impression guys. Anyway, who knows what will happen. My friends mum who is my mums friend (lol, mindfuck!) told us about how way back in the day during their first stays in bali, in their group of 4 they were the least likely to stick around. In the end, they were the two who married balinese men and started a whole new life here. Go figure.
missing: epiphany. truly inspiring. if found, contact me :/♥
Monday, January 24, 2011
OKAY. so earlier today i had an epiphany of sorts. like seriously, truly, genuinely, 100 percent, FO SHORE geniusly inspiring and guru-like, so much so that i was convinced i had to let y'all know. then i forgot it. so i thought i'd notify you anyway that i had such an epiphany, despite the fact that it has escaped my mind at this point in time.
oh. and also i wish literature involved analysing movies rather than books. i'd ace it. in tomorrow when the war began, the little christian church girl who has practically sworn not to murder anyone despite the war is going on, has to shoot a gun in order to save her friends. she steps away from a swing and aims the gun. this symbolises her emerging from her innocent childhood and facing the world of violence. OMG. SEEEEE!!!!! bahahhahhahaha PWNAGE RIGHT THERE. if only
The ball was in my court, but I ignored it. Avoided it at all costs. Finally, I picked it up, and wanting to be rid of it, I hit it back to you. What are you going to do. Can we end the match, shake hands and just move on?
You keep hitting it back to me, seemingly hoping for a rally. But I'm just volleying it back to you. "A tennis return made by hitting the ball before it bounces".
There. I've smashed it. Requesting the advances to cease. You receive it. I sigh. I'm sorry. Eventually we stop. You get it. You're good about it. But why are you still asking for a rally...
I'm sorry... My coach is calling me. I've got to go...
shit son.... do you know how much trouble i went through to make this post!!! bahahhaa i had to request a new gmail password but i did it for the wrong account, so i had to do it twice, the other time with the proper account. in the end, I DID IT!! as you can see ;D
anyway.. this year has sure been eventful!! (keep in mind that its still only january!!) baahahha.. so what were these eventful events... well 2011 has been a year of firsts. now.. keep your mind out of the gutter. naughty children hehehe
new years eve was quite the night... and so was a friend of mine's birthday.. but we'll leave it at that, unless i know you well enough to send some details your way that is.
and be careful what you wish for! from hearing about sillo han and kasep, of course i wish i had someone too. fancy that. but then when something small actually happened... it just wasn't right, you know? if your heart isn't in it... then there's no point...
**i cherish with fondness the day before i met you** - i love you Los Campesinos! <3
i'll post some stuff up from my bb in a sec coz then i'll be able to copy paste everything! love you bubs.. back to perth on thurs... shieeeet xoxoxoox
about the webmistress <-- gosh that sounds SCANDALOUS hehehe
PROFILE
why heelllloooo. you know who i amm,, otherwise, SHOULD YOU BE HERE??
its about ongoings in MY life, so if you aren't in my life, then......?
hearts and crosses
friends + family a good book/magazine/comic book/manga awesome movies, dramas, unfortunately: facebook too... MEANIES being so far from my beloveds :( bedtime :(
fairy godmother
TO SOMEHOW BE ABLE TO LIVE IN BOTH BALI AND PERTH ;D indo food... :( to fulfill mine and nano's and everybody's DRAMA fantasies ;D to have awesome friends, who i adore to ABSOLUTELY NO end <3 xoxo
...♥
Thursday, February 17, 2011
for a second there i truly intended to vent. then someone told me to start talking. so i did. a little. but its a start right? let it go bit by bit. stop the deception. smiling.... its too easy. but its meaningless. be genuine. You think your life is so tough? take the time and energy to listen to someone else's life. chances are, you are one lucky son of a bitch. truly... put yourself in someone elses shoes for a change.... it may do you some good.
i want a personality make over. an attitude adjustment. for the better. appreciate. honesty. genuine. me.
ultimate means: - furthest or highest in degree or order - the finest or most superior quality of its kind - being the last or concluding element of a series
which is why this year is our ULTIMATE year. This year we are at the TOP of the foodchain. This year, is our last year of secondary education. And ultimately, (bahaha pun intended), we shall make this year, the best year of all. Year 12 SHALL be; ULTIMATE.
moving on. lol. this is what comes to mind when i think of this year. AT SCHOOL:
AND AT HOME:
bahhaha, such perfect depictions, are they not?
WELL MY LOVES. it is time SLEEP!! GOOD LUCK!! and LETS ACE THIS YEAR!!!
2 words for you guys. Not eloquent by any means. They are the only words I can think of. This was supposed to be harmless. A means to an end. An unspoken peace treaty. Thankyou for ruining all those chances. Thankyou for creating such palpable awkwardness that brought red to my cheeks, wetness to my eyes, a frown to my face and a magnet pulling my gaze towards the floor.
You know how things sound better in your memory rather than reality? Yeah... My epiphany may be sssliiiighhhttllyy disappointing :P Soooooo Today while helping dad out at the resto/bakery, there were a lot of surfer dudes passing through (since its not tooo far frm a few beaches..) Anyway, some were good looking, but I realised I've never really been attracted to them.. See, all my childhood, I've been around surfers. And although I may be stereotyping here, generally surfers either don't really care about much (aka overly carefree) ooorrr they are EXTREMELY obnoxious. Pfft. Way to leave a bad impression guys. Anyway, who knows what will happen. My friends mum who is my mums friend (lol, mindfuck!) told us about how way back in the day during their first stays in bali, in their group of 4 they were the least likely to stick around. In the end, they were the two who married balinese men and started a whole new life here. Go figure.
missing: epiphany. truly inspiring. if found, contact me :/♥
Monday, January 24, 2011
OKAY. so earlier today i had an epiphany of sorts. like seriously, truly, genuinely, 100 percent, FO SHORE geniusly inspiring and guru-like, so much so that i was convinced i had to let y'all know. then i forgot it. so i thought i'd notify you anyway that i had such an epiphany, despite the fact that it has escaped my mind at this point in time.
oh. and also i wish literature involved analysing movies rather than books. i'd ace it. in tomorrow when the war began, the little christian church girl who has practically sworn not to murder anyone despite the war is going on, has to shoot a gun in order to save her friends. she steps away from a swing and aims the gun. this symbolises her emerging from her innocent childhood and facing the world of violence. OMG. SEEEEE!!!!! bahahhahhahaha PWNAGE RIGHT THERE. if only
The ball was in my court, but I ignored it. Avoided it at all costs. Finally, I picked it up, and wanting to be rid of it, I hit it back to you. What are you going to do. Can we end the match, shake hands and just move on?
You keep hitting it back to me, seemingly hoping for a rally. But I'm just volleying it back to you. "A tennis return made by hitting the ball before it bounces".
There. I've smashed it. Requesting the advances to cease. You receive it. I sigh. I'm sorry. Eventually we stop. You get it. You're good about it. But why are you still asking for a rally...
I'm sorry... My coach is calling me. I've got to go...
shit son.... do you know how much trouble i went through to make this post!!! bahahhaa i had to request a new gmail password but i did it for the wrong account, so i had to do it twice, the other time with the proper account. in the end, I DID IT!! as you can see ;D
anyway.. this year has sure been eventful!! (keep in mind that its still only january!!) baahahha.. so what were these eventful events... well 2011 has been a year of firsts. now.. keep your mind out of the gutter. naughty children hehehe
new years eve was quite the night... and so was a friend of mine's birthday.. but we'll leave it at that, unless i know you well enough to send some details your way that is.
and be careful what you wish for! from hearing about sillo han and kasep, of course i wish i had someone too. fancy that. but then when something small actually happened... it just wasn't right, you know? if your heart isn't in it... then there's no point...
**i cherish with fondness the day before i met you** - i love you Los Campesinos! <3
i'll post some stuff up from my bb in a sec coz then i'll be able to copy paste everything! love you bubs.. back to perth on thurs... shieeeet xoxoxoox
I'm SUNNAYYY
Recent posts
friends + family
MEANIES
TO SOMEHOW BE ABLE TO LIVE IN BOTH BALI AND PERTH ;D
to have awesome friends, who i adore to ABSOLUTELY NO end <3 xoxo