I'm SUNNAYYY
16, loving it (OR AM I? ~what's with all this responsibility??!?! sheeshhh
Disclaimer
Welcome to http://smile-share-sigh-see-shine-sunny.blogspot.com/
No spamming preasee!
Leave a tag before you leave,, but no anonimity!
& Please do not copy MY style (actually that statement came with the blog ;D) ♥
Hate me? Click here.
MOOOOOOSIC!!!
here is the music:)
singalong kiddykinsss,,you know you want to!!!!
so, i couldn't help but notice, i only write in this blog under several circumstances. for example: i have an essay to prep for (or pretty much any hw) that i don't feel like doing, and so it adds on to my PROcrastination skills, or it might be that i've had a genius epiphany (pfft sureeee) which has greatness that exceeds the bounds of my diary-like word files that are full of ramblings, lame poetry or stories ;)
i got to thinking, which led me to remembering... what comes to mind when people ask me whether I've had a boyfriend. Answer: Nope. Am I ashamed of that? Nope. Have I ever been in love though? briefly. Now that last question... makes me remember you. We were close... we sorta flirted for a while, goading each other on ;) we had fun, and talking to you... whispering on the phone at night, getting caught by your brother on the phone and you lying and he didn't believe you so you told the truth ahahhahaa, the speed my heart beat, the first time you said those three words. the first one to have sincerely told me those words. we didn't go out though, we weren't ready. I'm glad we didn't. Our thing didn't last long, so lucky, hey? But my feelings, although dulled and faded, never disappeared completely. Know, that every time you flirted with another girl and every time you told me about ;Dthe girl you were seeing, my heart bled just a little (I'm sick of the heart "break" analogy!). It meant that your warmth was no longer mine and i had to give you up. every time i saw you log on to msn that you didn't talk to me brought tears to my eyes. every time I went home we used to text late into the night. the fact that those never turned into phone calls and that they ended all together, hurts like a bitch. you are forever the first of my loves that i have ever acted upon in any way and so far you're pretty much my last (AS OF YET, MIND YOU!), so please excuse me whenever the green-eyed-monster inside shows. I miss your hugs. and the feeling of my hands in yours. So here are three words for you, eight letters, and they don't mean the same as they used to, but that doesn't make them any less significant. I. LOVE. YOU.
"IF YOU WANT TO BE TOGETHER, YOU HAVE TO-GET-HER!!!!" man up boysiesss!! geeee (gee gee gee, baybee baybee baybee) ;D my heart sings when i think of you... **less than 3**
about the webmistress <-- gosh that sounds SCANDALOUS hehehe
PROFILE
why heelllloooo. you know who i amm,, otherwise, SHOULD YOU BE HERE??
its about ongoings in MY life, so if you aren't in my life, then......?
hearts and crosses
friends + family a good book/magazine/comic book/manga awesome movies, dramas, unfortunately: facebook too... MEANIES being so far from my beloveds :( bedtime :(
fairy godmother
TO SOMEHOW BE ABLE TO LIVE IN BOTH BALI AND PERTH ;D indo food... :( to fulfill mine and nano's and everybody's DRAMA fantasies ;D to have awesome friends, who i adore to ABSOLUTELY NO end <3 xoxo
got me thinkin bout you....♥
Sunday, May 2, 2010
so, i couldn't help but notice, i only write in this blog under several circumstances. for example: i have an essay to prep for (or pretty much any hw) that i don't feel like doing, and so it adds on to my PROcrastination skills, or it might be that i've had a genius epiphany (pfft sureeee) which has greatness that exceeds the bounds of my diary-like word files that are full of ramblings, lame poetry or stories ;)
i got to thinking, which led me to remembering... what comes to mind when people ask me whether I've had a boyfriend. Answer: Nope. Am I ashamed of that? Nope. Have I ever been in love though? briefly. Now that last question... makes me remember you. We were close... we sorta flirted for a while, goading each other on ;) we had fun, and talking to you... whispering on the phone at night, getting caught by your brother on the phone and you lying and he didn't believe you so you told the truth ahahhahaa, the speed my heart beat, the first time you said those three words. the first one to have sincerely told me those words. we didn't go out though, we weren't ready. I'm glad we didn't. Our thing didn't last long, so lucky, hey? But my feelings, although dulled and faded, never disappeared completely. Know, that every time you flirted with another girl and every time you told me about ;Dthe girl you were seeing, my heart bled just a little (I'm sick of the heart "break" analogy!). It meant that your warmth was no longer mine and i had to give you up. every time i saw you log on to msn that you didn't talk to me brought tears to my eyes. every time I went home we used to text late into the night. the fact that those never turned into phone calls and that they ended all together, hurts like a bitch. you are forever the first of my loves that i have ever acted upon in any way and so far you're pretty much my last (AS OF YET, MIND YOU!), so please excuse me whenever the green-eyed-monster inside shows. I miss your hugs. and the feeling of my hands in yours. So here are three words for you, eight letters, and they don't mean the same as they used to, but that doesn't make them any less significant. I. LOVE. YOU.
"IF YOU WANT TO BE TOGETHER, YOU HAVE TO-GET-HER!!!!" man up boysiesss!! geeee (gee gee gee, baybee baybee baybee) ;D my heart sings when i think of you... **less than 3**